I had a gut feeling that the restaurant was Italian, but nothing visual confirmed this. There was a big gruff host at the front with a crazy beard, but I never interacted with him as I found myself inside the restaurant without actually walking through the door. It looked like a tavern out of an adventure book, with chandeliers instead of lights, ornate detailing in corners/columns/edges, and taxidermy here and there as well as other knickknacks adorning the walls. A good comparison would be the tavern where Gaston sings his number in Disney's animated feature Beauty and the Beast. The inside was dark and cool, a contrast to the bright sun which could still be observed through the open door.
I suddenly found myself proposing to a blonde girl, whose name I cannot remember. Somehow I recognized her and knew her very well in my dream, but she has no real life counterpart. I knew her name, but I actually forgot her name in my dream and it was still lost to me when I woke. She was short, although my same age, and dressed like the other 1800s people. She was pretty and her face almost child-like. I recall her having two braids when I first saw her in the dream but never again after that. My marriage proposition immediately sent the entire restaurant into a frenzy of what I assume was preparation for the wedding. In the middle of all the excitement and congratulations I suddenly recalled that Nat was still with me. I turned around to face her and she smiled at me-- I felt something like a boulder drop from my throat to my stomach. I became frustrated with myself. "How on earth did I manage to propose to this girl while the one that I love is standing right next to me?" I thought as a blend of emotions surged through my head. I immediately began searching for the girl to whom I mistakenly proposed (how does one even get into this situation?).
I searched desperately, running around and asking everyone where I could find my erroneous bride. I felt horrible the whole time, thinking of how crestfallen and upset she would be when I told her that I did not mean to propose to her and that I loved another. Day turned to night in an instant. I remember poking around an outdoor seating area of the restaurant, with a trellised roof that had vines and christmas lights strung through-- it was quite beautiful, actually, but I did not have time to stop and admire the atmosphere. As I ran back inside, night turned back to day. I ran up a set of stairs into and was suddenly in an area that can best be described as a typical 90s high school. Teal or aqua bricks lined the walls and a large window showered sunlight into the hallway, patterned by a layer of fence-like metal (the kind used in inner city schools to prevent people from breaking in). I ran past a huge gymnasium (the structure I traversed through now defies physics, if you include the 1800s tavern that was just a staircase away) and looked into a couple of dark rooms which I later realized were class rooms. I remember clearly two high school girls sitting in the dark, talking in the glow of what I think was a medium sized fish tank with no water in it (probably reptiles inside). I asked them if they had seen my bride and they shrugged. The rest of the dream was a blur consisting of me running around asking more people if they'd seen my bride. I believe I did find her in the end and told her, because I can recall a deep sadness right before I woke up. I wish that I had a more detailed recollection, but alas, all that remains is a feeling.
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